Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Unknown

My mind is running, my stomach is racing, and my heart is doing laps…
Everything all jumbled up like a rubix cube…
The perfection of imperfection
The adequacy of nothingness
The principle of uneasiness
Worry is a disease that takes a little from ou
I’m sitting here with a migraine trying to figure things out…
Stupidity is an act of life but not a way of life
Ignorance is a form of stupidity
Failure to notice is an achievement of ignorance
I don’t speak in parables; I just speak what I feel
I speak more in words than with my mouth and actions
It’s like hanging on at the edge of a cliff and holding on but you give up and let go
I’m no beast, I’m no monster, I’m just here to care and protect
People go around speaking gibberish about living life to the fullest and enjoying every part of it
But do they know the challenges that come with life?
You can’t eat your cake and have it
Such is life
I walk on my feet everyday thinking to myself wishing I had a car
And I look into the faces of others that pass by and I play the guessing game
…. greedy? angry? Happy? Peaceful? Selfish? Forgiving? Hurt? Torn? Broken?
What more can I say? Everyone has a different face
I don’t judge, I just play the game

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Someone

I love how you know what to say to mk me smile no matter how bad I feel
I love your smile...esp your cheesy smile when you want to get me to do something for you
I love how you always want to share no matter how little you have
I love your willingness to help
I love when you stare into my eyes and speak through them
I love when you touch my face...in that moment everything is perfect
I love your hugs...
Your kisses...
Your touch...
How you speak to me...
The things you say...


We still have soo much to learn from each other
I can't imagine a day without hearing from you, how much more 2 days or 3
Every morning, I wake up with u in mind eager to say goodmorning
I dream of our future, where our lil kids run around screaming 'mummy' 'daddy'

Sometimes when I think of how we met and what we have become, there's no doubt that we are meant to be
I sometimes make mistakes and you help me learn from them
it's never easy but you always help us find ways to make it work
I couldn't ask for anything more than what I have in you

People look at us and say, 'look at them...that's true love'
Other say, 'you guys are always with each other that you look alike'

We ARE always with each other, both physically and emotionally
You are always in my heart and mind like God guiding me along the way

It's reality...